No more.

Ain't it funny how it all works? Cause I've never felt like this before, but still I've lived this story already.

I've never felt so connected to someone, so attached to a feeling.

But I did felt the fear. I felt all of the pain of knowing it wouldn't last more than a few months. And it breaks me.

Because he always has the right words for every single moment.

He knows whether I need a hug or a preach.

No one ever showed me true care, cause that's what I think it is.

He shows me he cares about me. He doesn't want me to self harm no more.

But that's not up to him. It ain't up to anyone but me.